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Today I violently painted an entire sheet of A2 brown in frustration because asdfghjkl;
This was the last thing I drew in my sketchbook. Boobs and Bums. Tits and Ass. Ass and titties. ICWUDT. I’m exhausted after only two days. I’ve been super productive, though. I have two research sheets almost finished, one development sheet finished and another two development sheets almost finished… And a third development sheet underway. Apparently, you’re “supposed” to commit 12 periods a week to AH Art & Design… (And apparently you’re supposed to spend 10 hours a week studying outside of school in addition). Which is, like, 10 hours a week of solid art- not including time out of school. As it stands, I do 8 hours a week in school alone. I worked out that I could do that if I really wanted to, but it’d mean that I’d have to use up all of my study periods. That’s kind of not practical at all when I’m taking English with its raging folio demands and literary studies and RMPS with its copious amounts of homework. I’m hoping at this point in time that I don’t go into meltdown/overdrive/crazy-rocking-back-and-forth mode. It doesn’t help that I get the impression that the teachers in the department have a totally different idea of what it is I’m doing. Their response to my painting of the two girls was, “Oh, look, it’s a snake. How nice.” Y U NO GET SLEW OF BIBLICAL REFERENCES RAGEQUIT. Actually, I don’t think they listen to themselves speak sometimes. One of them told me today that I should do a life drawing piece and then work into it using text and bones. And I just stood there thinking, “I’m doing self-portraiture in this folio… Do you realise that you have just asked me to draw myself naked.” /headeasel I dunno. I’m just really tired. If I don’t post much this week it’ll be because I’ll have been eaten alive by a rogue tube of oil paint / trampled by a wild easel.
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